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The Wanderer

     Doom is dark and deeper than any sea-dingle.

     Upon what man it fall

     In spring, day-wishing flowers appearing,

     Avalanche sliding, white snow from rock-face,

     That he should leave his house,

     No cloud-soft hand can hold him, restraint by women;

     But ever that man goes

     Through place-keepers, through forest trees,

     A stranger to strangers over undried sea,

     Houses for fishes, suffocating water,

     Or lonely on fell as chat,

     By pot-holed becks

     A bird stone-haunting, an unquiet bird.

     There head falls forward, fatigued at evening,

     And dreams of home,

     Waving from window, spread of welcome,

     Kissing of wife under single sheet;

     But waking sees

     Bird-flocks nameless to him, through doorway voices

     Of new men making another love.

     Save him from hostile capture,

     From sudden tiger's leap at corner;

     Protect his house,

     His anxious house where days are counted

     From thunderbolt protect,

     From gradual ruin spreading like a stain;

     Converting number from vague to certain,

     Bring joy, bring day of his returning,

     Lucky with day approaching, with leaning dawn.

1930

O Where Are You Going?

     "O where are you going?" said reader to rider,

     "That valley is fatal where furnaces burn,

     Yonder's the midden whose odours will madden,

     That gap is the grave where the tall return."

     "O do you imagine," said fearer to farer,

     "That dusk will delay on your path to the pass,

     Your diligent looking discover the lacking,

     Your footsteps feel from granite to grass?"

     "O what was that bird," said horror to hearer,

     "Did you see that shape in the twisted trees?

     Behind you swiftly the figure comes softly,

     The spot on your skin is a shocking disease."

     "Out of this house"-said rider to reader,

     "Yours never will"-said farer to fearer

    "They're looking for you"-said hearer to horror,

     As he left them there, as he left them there.

1931

Hunting Fathers

     Our hunting fathers told the story

     Of the sadness of the creatures,

     Pitied the limits and the lack

     Set in their finished features;

     Saw in the lion's intolerant look,

     Behind the quarry's dying glare,

     Love raging for, the personal glory

     That reason's gift would add,

     The liberal appetite and power,

     The rightness of a god.

     Who, nurtured in that fine tradition,

     Predicted the result,

     Guessed Love by nature suited to

     The intricate ways of guilt,

     That human ligaments could so

     His southern gestures modify

     And make it his mature ambition

     To think no thought but ours,

     To hunger, work illegally,

     And be anonymous?

1934

On This Island

     Look, stranger, on this island now

     The leaping light for your delight discovers,

     Stand stable here

     And silent be,

     That through the channels of the ear

     May wander like a river

     The swaying sound of the sea.

     Here at a small field's ending pause

     Where the chalk wall falls to the foam and its tall ledges

     Oppose the pluck

     And knock of the tide,

     And the shingle scrambles after the suck —

     — ing surf, and a gull lodges

     A moment on its sheer side.

     Far off like floating seeds the ships

     Diverge on urgent voluntary errands,

     And this full view

     Indeed may enter

     And move in memory as now these clouds do,

     That pass the harbour mirror

     And all the summer through the water saunter.

1935

"As I Walked Out One Evening"

     As I walked out one evening,

     Walking down Bristol Street,

     The crowds upon the pavement

     Were fields of harvest wheat.

     And down by the brimming river

     I heard a lover sing

     Under an arch of the railway:

     "Love has no ending.

     "I'll love you, dear, I'll love you

     Till China and Africa meet,

     And the river jumps over the mountain

     And the salmon sing in the street,

     "I'll love you till the ocean

     Is folded and hung up to dry

     And the seven stars go squawking

     Like geese about the sky.

     "The years shall run like rabbits,

     For in my arms I hold

     The Flower of the Ages,

     And the first love of the world."

     But all the clocks in the city

     Began to whirr and chime:

     "O let not Time deceive you,

     You cannot conquer Time.

     "In the burrows of the Nightmare

     Where Justice naked is,

     Time watches from the shadow

     And coughs when you would kiss.

     "In headaches and in worry

     Vaguely life leaks away,

     And Time will have his fancy

     To-morrow or to-day.

     "Into many a green valley

     Drifts the appalling snow;

     Time breaks the threaded dances

     And the diver's brilliant bow.

     "O plunge your hands in water,

     Plunge them in up to the wrist;

     Stare, stare in the basin

     And wonder what you've missed.

     "The glacier knocks in the cupboard,

     The desert sighs in the bed,

     And the crack in the tea-cup opens

     A lane to the land of the dead.

     "Where the beggars raffle the banknotes

     And the Giant is enchanting to Jack,

     And the Lily-white Boy is a Roarer,

     And Jill goes down on her back.

     "O look, look in the mirror,

     O look in your distress;

     Life remains a blessing

     Although you cannot bless.

     "O stand, stand at the window

     As the tears scald and start;

     You shall love your crooked nelghbour

     With your crooked heart."

     It was late, late in the evening,

     The lovers they were gone;

     The clocks had ceased their chiming,

     And the deep river ran on.

1937

Fish in the Unruffled Lakes

     Fish in the unruffled lakes

     Their swarming colours wear,

     Swans in the winter air

     A white perfection have,

     And the great lion walks

     Through his innocent grove;

     Lion, fish and swan

     Act, and are gone

     Upon Time's toppling wave.

     We, till shadowed days are done,

     We must weep and sing

     Duty's conscious wrong,

     The Devil in the clock,

     The goodness carefully worn

     For atonement or for luck;

     We must lose our loves,

     On each beast and bird that moves

     Turn an envious look.

     Sighs for folly done and said

     Twist our narrow days,

     But I must bless, I must praise

     That you, my swan, who have

     All gifts that to the swan

     Impulsive Nature gave,

     The majesty and pride,

     Last night should add

     Your voluntary love.

1936

Autumn Song

     Now the leaves are falling fast,

     Nurse's flowers will not last;

     Nurses to the graves are gone,

     And the prams go rolling on.

     Whispering neighbours, left and right,

     Pluck us from the real delight;

     And the active hands must freeze

     Lonely on the separate knees.

     Dead in hundreds at the back

     Follow wooden in our track,

     Arms raised stiffly to reprove

     In false attitudes of love.

     Starving through the leafless wood

     Trolls run scolding for their food;

     And the nightingale is dumb,

     And the angel will not come.

     Cold, impossible, ahead

     Lifts the mountain's lovely head

     Whose white waterfall could bless

     Travellers in their last distress.

1936

Death's Echo

     "O who can ever gaze his fill,"