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     can buy a machine in a shop,

     but the sacred spells are secret to the kind,

     and if power is what we wish

     they won't work.) The ogre will come in any case:

     so Joyce has warned us. Howbeit,

     fasting or feasting, we both know this: without

     the Spirit we die, but life

     without the Letter is in the worst of taste,

     and always, though truth and love

     can never really differ, when they seem to,

     the subaltern should be truth.

1963

August 1968

        The Ogre does what ogres can,

        Deeds quite impossible for Man,

        But one prize is beyond his reach,

        The Ogre cannot master Speech.

        About a subjugated plain,

        Among its desperate and slain,

        The Ogre stalks with hands on hips,

        While drivel gushes from his lips.

* 1968 *

Moon Landing

     It's natural the Boys should whoop it up for

     so huge a phallic triumph, an adventure

        it would not have occurred to women

        to think worth while, made possible only

     because we like huddling in gangs and knowing

     the exact time: yes, our sex may in fairness

        hurrah the deed, although the motives

        that primed it were somewhat less than menschlich.

     A grand gesture. But what does it period?

     What does it osse? We were always adroiter

        with objects than lives, and more facile

        at courage than kindness: from the moment

     the first flint was flaked this landing was merely

     a matter of time. But our selves, like Adam's,

        still don't fit us exactly, modern

        only in this-our lack of decorum.

     Homer's heroes were certainly no braver

     than our Trio, but more fortunate: Hector

        was excused the insult of having

        his valor covered by television.

     Worth going to see? I can well believe it.

     Worth seeing? Mneh! I once rode through a desert

        and was not charmed: give me a watered

        lively garden, remote from blatherers

     about the New, the von Brauns and their ilk, where

     on August mornings I can count the morning

        glories where to die has a meaning,

        and no engine can shift my perspective.

     Unsmudged, thank God, my Moon still queens the Heavens

     as She ebbs and fulls, a Presence to glop at,

        Her Old Man, made of grit not protein,

        still visits my Austrian several

     with His old detachment, and the old warnings

     still have power to scare me: Hybris comes to

        an ugly finish, Irreverence

        is a greater oaf than Superstition.

     Our apparatniks will continue making

     the usual squalid mess called History:

        all we can pray for is that artists,

        chefs and saints may still appear to blithe it.

1969

River Profile

Our body is a moulded river

NOVALIS

     Out of a bellicose fore-time, thundering

     head-on collisions of cloud and rock in an

     up-thrust, crevasse-and-avalanche, troll country,

     deadly to breathers,

     it whelms into our picture below the melt-line,

     where tarns lie frore under frowning cirques, goat-bell,

     wind-breaker, fishing-rod, miner's-lamp country,

     already at ease with

     the mien and gestures that become its kindness,

     in streams, still anonymous, still jumpable,

     flows as it should through any declining country

     in probing spirals.

     Soon of a size to be named and the cause of

     dirty in-fighting among rival agencies,

     down a steep stair, penstock-and-turbine country,

     it plunges ram-stam,

     to foam through a wriggling gorge incised in softer

     strata, hemmed between crags that nauntle heaven,

     robber-baron, tow-rope, portage-way country,

     nightmare of merchants.

     Disemboguing from foothills, now in hushed meanders,

     now in riffling braids, it vaunts across a senile

     plain, well-entered, chateau-and-cider-press country,

     its regal progress

     gallanted for a while by quibbling poplars,

     then by chimneys: led off to cool and launder

     retort, steam-hammer, gasometer country,

     it changes color.

     Polluted, bridged by girders, banked by concrete,

     now it bisects a polyglot metropolis,

     ticker-tape, taxi, brothel, foot-lights country,

     à-la-mode always.

     Broadening or burrowing to the moon's phases,

     turbid with pulverised wastemantle, on through

     flatter, duller, hotter, cotton-gin country

     it scours, approaching

     the tidal mark where it puts off majesty,

     disintegrates, and through swamps of a delta,

     punting-pole, fowling-piece, oyster-tongs country,

     wearies to its final

     act of surrender, effacement, atonement

     in a huge amorphous aggregate no cuddled

     attractive child ever dreams of, non-country,

     image of death as

     a spherical dew-drop of life. Unlovely

     monsters, our tales believe, can be translated

     too, even as water, the selfless mother

     of all especials.

1966

A New Year Greeting

After an article by Mary J. Marples

in Scientific American, January, 1969

     On this day tradition allots

        to taking stock of our lives,

     my greetings to all of you, Yeasts,

        Bacteria, Viruses,

     Aerobics and Anaerobics:

        A Very Happy New Year

     to all for whom my ectoderm

        is as Middle-Earth to me.

     For creatures your size I offer

        a free choice of habitat,

     so settle yourselves in the zone

        that suits you best, in the pools

     of my pores or the tropical

        forests of arm-pit and crotch,

     in the deserts of my fore-arms,

        or the cool woods of my scalp.

     Build colonies: I will supply

        adequate warmth and moisture,

     the sebum and lipids you need,

        on condition you never

     do me annoy with your presence,

        but behave as good guests should,

     not rioting into acne

        or athlete's-foot or a boil.

     Does my inner weather affect

        the surfaces where you live?

     Do unpredictable changes

        record my rocketing plunge

     from fairs when the mind is in tift

        and relevant thoughts occur

     to fouls when nothing will happen

        and no one calls and it rains.

     I should like to think that I make

        a not impossible world,

     but an Eden it cannot be:

        my games, my purposive acts,

     may turn to catastrophes there.

        If you were religious folk,

     how would your dramas justify

        unmerited suffering?

     By what myths would your priests account

        for the hurricanes that come

     twice every twenty-four hours,

        each time I dress or undress,

     when, clinging to keratin rafts,

        whole cities are swept away

     to perish in space, or the Flood

        that scalds to death when I bathe?

     Then, sooner or later, will dawn

        a Day of Apocalypse,

     when my mantle suddenly turns

        too cold, too rancid, for you,

     appetising to predators

        of a fiercer sort, and I

     am stripped of excuse and nimbus,

        a Past, subject to Judgement.

1969

"About suffering they were never wrong,"

About suffering they were never wrong,

The Old Masters; how well, they understood

Its human position; how it takes place

While someone else is eating or opening a window or just

walking dully along;

How, when the aged are reverently, passionately waiting

For the miraculous birth, there always must be

Children who did not specially want it to happen, skating

On a pond at the edge of the wood:

They never forgot

That even the dreadful martyrdom must run its course

Anyhow in a corner, some untidy spot