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Where the dogs go on with their doggy life and the

torturer's horse

Scratches its innocent behind on a tree.

In Breughel's Icarus, for instance: how

everything turns away

Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman

may

Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry,

But for him it was not an important failure; the

sun shone

As it had to on the white legs disappearing into

the green

Water; and the expensive delicate ship that must

have seen

Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky,

had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on.

ARCHAEOLOGY

     The archaeologist's spade

     delves into dwellings

     vacancied long ago,

     unearthing evidence

     of life-ways no one

     would dream of leading now,

     concerning which he has not much

     to say that he can prove:

     the lucky man!

     Knowledge may have its purposes,

     but guessing is always

     more fun than knowing.

     We do know that Man,

     from fear or affection,

     has always graved His dead.

     What disastered a city,

     volcanic effusion,

     fluvial outrage,

     or a human horde,

     agog for slaves and glory,

     is visually patent,

     and we're pretty sure that,

     as soon as palaces were built,

     their rulers

     though gluttoned on sex

     and blanded by flattery,

     must often have yawned.

     But do grain-pits signify

     a year of famine?

     Where a coin-series

     peters out, should we infer

     some major catastrophe?

     Maybe. Maybe.

     From murals and statues

     we get a glimpse of what

     the Old Ones bowed down to,

     but cannot conceit

     in what situations they blushed

     or shrugged their shoulders.

     Poets have learned us their myths,

     but just how did They take them?

     That's a stumper.

     When Norsemen heard thunder,

     did they seriously believe

     Thor was hammering?

     No, I'd say: I'd swear

     that men have always lounged in myths

     as Tall Stories,

     that their real earnest

     has been to grant excuses

     for ritual actions.

     Only in rites

     can we renounce our oddities

     and be truly entired.

     Not that all rites

     should be equally fonded:

     some are abominable.

     There's nothing the Crucified

     would like less

     than butchery to appease Him.

ROMAN WALL BLUES

     Over the heather the wet wind blows,

     I've lice in my tunic and a cold in my nose.

     The rain comes pattering out of the sky,

     I'm a Wall soldier, I don't know why.

     The mist creeps over the hard grey stone,

     My girl's in Tungria; I sleep alone.

     Aulus goes hanging around her place,

     I don't like his manners, I don't like his face.

     Piso's a Christian, he worships a fish;

     There'd be no kissing if he had his wish.

     She gave me a ring but I diced it away;

     I want my girl and I want my pay.

     When I'm a veteran with only one eye

     I shall do nothing but look at the sky.

October 1937

EPITAPH ON A TYRANT

     Perfection, of a kind, was what he was after,

     And the poetry he invented was easy to understand;

     He knew human folly like the back of his hand,

     And was greatly interested in armies and fleets;

     When he laughed, respectable senators burst with laughter,

     And when he cried the little children died in the streets.[137]

January 1939

REFUGEE BLUES

     Say this city has ten million souls,

     Some are living in mansions, some are living in holes:

     Yet there's no place for us, my dear, yet there's no place for us.

     Once we had a country and we thought it fair,

     Look in the atlas and you'll find it there:

     We cannot go there now, my dear, we cannot go there now.

     In the village churchyard there grows an old yew,

     Every spring it blossoms anew:

     Old passports can't do that, my dear, old passports can't do that.

     The consul banged the table and said,

     "If you've got no passport you're officially dead":

     But we are still alive, my dear, but we are still alive.

     Went to a committee; they offered me a chair;

     Asked me politely to return next year:

     But where shall we go to-day, my dear, but where shall we go to-day?

     Came to a public meeting; the speaker got up and said;

     "If we let them in, they will steal our daily bread":

     He was talking of you and me, my dear, he was talking of you and me.

     Thought I heard the thunder rumbling in the sky;

     It was Hitler over Europe, saying, "They must die":

     O we were in his mind, my dear, O we were in his mind.

     Saw a poodle in a jacket fastened with a pin,

     Saw a door opened and a cat let in:

     But they weren't German Jews, my dear, but they weren't German Jews.

     Went down the harbour and stood upon the quay,

     Saw the fish swimming as if they were free:

     Only ten feet away, my dear, only ten feet away.

     Walked through a wood, saw the birds in the trees;

     They had no politicians and sang at their ease:

     They weren't the human race, my dear, they weren't the human race.

     Dreamed I saw a building with a thousand floors,

     A thousand windows and a thousand doors:

     Not one of them was ours, my dear, not one of them was ours.

     Stood on a great plain in the falling snow;

     Ten thousand soldiers marched to and fro:

     Looking for you and me, my dear, looking for you and me.

March 1939

VOLTAIRE AT FERNEY

     Perfectly happy now, he looked at his estate.

     An exile making watches glanced up as he passed

     And went on working; where a hospital was rising fast,

     A joiner touched his cap; an agent came to tell

     Some of the trees he'd planted were progressing well.

     The white alps glittered. It was summer. He was very great.

     Far off in Paris where his enemies

     Whispered that he was wicked, in an upright chair

     A blind old woman longed for death and letters. He would write,

     "Nothing is better than life". But was it? Yes, the fight

     Against the false and the unfair

     Was always worth it. So was gardening. Civilize.

     Cajoling, scolding, scheming, cleverest of them all,

     He'd had the other children in a holy war

     Against the unfamous grown-ups; and like a child, been sly

     And humble, when there was occasion for

     The two-faced answer or the plain protective lie,

     But, patient like a peasant, waited for their fall.

     And never doubted, like D'Alembert, he would win:

     Only Pascal was a great enemy, the rest

     Were rats already poisoned; there was much, though, to be done,

     And only himself to count upon.

     Dear Diderot was dull but did his best;

     Rousseau, he'd always known, would blubber and give in.

     Night fell and made him think of women: Lust

     Was one of the great teachers; Pascal was a fool,

     How Emilie had loved astronomy and bed;

     Pimpette had loved him too, like scandal; he was glad.

     He'd done his share of weeping for Jerusalem: As a rule,

     It was the pleasure-haters who became unjust.

     Yet, like a sentinel, he could not sleep. The night was full of wrong,

     Earthquakes and executions: Soon he would be dead,

     And still all over Europe stood the horrible nurses

     Itching to boil their children. Only his verses

     Perhaps could stop them: He must go on working: Overhead,

     The uncomplaining stars composed their lucid song.

February 1939