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(for Carlo Izzo)

 Out of a gothic North, the pallid children

Of a potato, beer-or-whisky

Guilt culture, we behave like our fathers and come

Southward into a sunburnt otherwhere

Of vineyards, baroque, la bella figura,

To these feminine townships where men

Are males, and siblings untrained in a ruthless

Verbal in-fighting as it is taught

In Protestant rectories upon drizzling

Sunday afternoons-no more as unwashed

Barbarians out for gold, nor as profiteers

Hot for Old Masters, but for plunder

Nevertheless-some believing amore

Is better down South and much cheaper

(Which is doubtful), some persuaded exposure

To strong sunlight is lethal to germs

(Which is patently false) and others, like me,

In middle-age hoping to twig from

What we are not what we might be next, a question

The South seems never to raise. Perhaps

A tongue in which Nestor and Apemantus,

Don Ottavio and Don Giovanni make

Equally beautiful sounds is unequipped

To frame it, or perhaps in this heat

It is nonsense: the Myth of an Open Road

Which runs past the orchard gate and beckons

Three brothers in turn to set out over the hills

And far away, is an invention

Of a climate where it is a pleasure to walk

And a landscape less populated

Than this one. Even so, to us it looks very odd

Never to see an only child engrossed

In a game it has made up, a pair of friends

Making fun in a private lingo,

Or a body sauntering by himself who is not

Wanting, even as it perplexes

Our ears when cats are called Cat and dogs either

Lupo, Nero or Bobby. Their dining

Puts us to shame: we can only envy a people

So frugal by nature it costs them

No effort not to guzzle and swill. Yet (if I

Read their faces rightly after ten years)

They are without hope. The Greeks used to call the Sun

He-who-smites-from-afar, and from here, where

Shadows are dagger-edged, the daily ocean blue,

I can see what they meant: his unwinking

Outrageous eye laughs to scorn any notion

Of change or escape, and a silent

Ex-volcano, without a stream or a bird,

Echoes that laugh. This could be a reason

Why they take the silencers off their Vespas,

Turn their radios up to full volume,

And a minim saint can expect rockets-noise

As a counter-magic, a way of saying

Boo to the Three Sisters: "Mortal we may be,

But we are still here!" might cause them to hanker

After proximities-in streets packed solid

With human flesh, their souls feel immune

To all metaphysical threats. We are rather shocked,

But we need shocking: to accept space, to own

That surfaces need not be superficial

Nor gestures vulgar, cannot really

Be taught within earshot of running water

Or in sight of a cloud. As pupils

We are not bad, but hopeless as tutors:

Goethe, Tapping homeric hexameters

On the shoulder-blade of a Roman girl, is

(I wish it were someone else) the figure

Of all our stamp: no doubt he treated her well,

But one would draw the line at calling

The Helena begotten on that occasion,

Queen of his Second Walpurgisnacht,

Her baby: between those who mean by a life a

Bildungsroman and those to whom living

Means to-be-visible-now, there yawns a gulf

Embraces cannot bridge. If we try

To "go southern", we spoil in no time, we grow

Flabby, dingily lecherous, and

Forget to pay bills: that no one has heard of them

Taking the Pledge or turning to Yoga

Is a comforting thought-in that case, for all

The spiritual loot we tuck away,

We do them no harm-and entitles us, I think

To one little scream at A piacere,

Not two. Go I must, but I go grateful (even

To a certain Monte) and invoking

My sacred meridian names, Vito, Verga,

Pirandello, Bernini, Bellini,

To bless this region, its vendages, and those

Who call it home: though one cannot always

Remember exactly why one has been happy,

There is no forgetting that one was.

September 1958

It's No Use Raising a Shout

It's no use raising a shout.

No, Honey, you can cut that right out.

I don't want any more hugs;

Make me some fresh tea, fetch me some rugs.

Here am I, here are you:

But what does it mean? What are we going to do?

A long time ago I told my mother

I was leaving home to find another:

I never answered her letter

But I never found a better.

Here am I, here are you:

But what does it mean? What are we going to do?

It wasn't always like this?

Perhaps it wasn't, but it is.

Put the car away; when life fails,

What the good of going to Wales?

Here am I, here are you:

But what does it mean? What are we going to do?

In my spine there was a base,

And I knew the general's face:

But they've severed all the wires,

And I can't tell what the general desires.

Here am I, here are you:

But what does it mean? What are we going to do?

In my veins there is a wish,

And a memory of fish:

When I lie crying on the floor,

It says, "You've often done this before."

Here am I, here are you:

But what does it mean? What are we going to do?

A bird used to visit this shore:

It isn't going to come any more.

I've come a very long way to prove

No land, no water, and no love.

Here am I, here are you.

But what does it mean? What are we going to do?

"Carry Her Over The Water"

Carry her over the water,

And set her down under the tree,

Where the culvers white all day and all night,

And the winds from every quarter,

Sing agreeably, agreeably, agreeably of love.

Put a gold ring on her finger,

And press her close to your heart,

While the fish in the lake snapshots take,

And the frog, that sanguine singer,

Sing agreeably, agreeably, agreeably of love.

The streets shal flock to your marriage,

The houses turn round to look,

The tables and chairs say suitable prayers,

And the horses drawing your carriage

Sing agreeably, agreeably, agreeably of love.

1939?

THE TRAVELLER

No window in his suburb lights that bedroom where

A little fever heard large afternoons at play:

His meadows multiply: that mill, though is not there

Which went on grinding at the back of love all day.

Nor all his weeping ways through weary wastes have found

The Castle where his Greater Hallows are interned:

For broken bridges halt him, and dark thickets round

Some ruin where an evil heritage was burned.

Could he forget a child's ambition to be old

And institutions where he learned to wash and lie'

He'd tell the truth for which he thinks himself too young,

That everywhere on the horizon of his sigh

Is now, as always, only waiting to be told

To be his father's house and speak his mother's tongue.

"Out of it steps the future of the poor,"

Out of it steps the future of the poor,

Enigmas, executioners and rules,

Her Majesty in a bad temper or

The red-nosed Fool who makes a fool of fools.

Great persons eye it in the twilight for

A past it might so carelessly let in,

A widow with a missionary grin,

The foaming inundation at a roar.

We pile our all against it when afraid,

And beat upon its panels when we die:

By happening to be open once, it made

Enormous Alice see a wonderland

That waited for her in the sunshine, and,

Simply by being tiny made her cry.

Lullaby

Lay your sleeping head, my love,

Human on my faithless arm;

Time and fevers burn away

Individual beauty from

Thoughtful children, and the grave

Proves the child ephermeral:

But in my arms till break of day

Let the living creature lie,

Mortal, guilty, but to me

The entirely beautiful.

Soul and body have no bounds:

To lovers as they lie upon

Her tolerant enchanted slope

In their ordinary swoon,

Grave the vision Venus sends

Of supernatural sympathy,

Universal love and hope;

While an abstract insight wakes

Among the glaciers and the rocks

The hermit's sensual ecstasy.

Certainty, fidelity

On the stroke of midnight pass